October 2009
I'm so disappointed...
in myself. I can’t believe I would do anything like that. I mean, in my head the WHOLE time I was contradicting myself. The one time I don’t listen to the little voice in my head, I wanna kill myself. That voice is there for a reason. It was telling that it wasn’t a good idea. I KNEW it wasn’t; I hve absolutely NO clue why I even did it. I didn’t even enjoy it. I...
